Perspective

It shouldn't seem profound but since I've struggled so hard to let go of the person I was and the decisions I made, their motivations, and my mindset, perspective has come in flashes and never held its ground.

Will it now?

As this most recent door has closed to me, I realize I'm truly on my own. I am literally the only one can, must, and should move me forward.

As a person who's been lead her entire life, this is something completely foreign to me. And now I have to figure out how to navigate these kinds of life choices without an eternal perspective.

I consider what has resonated well with me and captured my interests over the years. Within which community do I want to be part? With whom do I want to surround myself?

I know I enjoyed being at the Kripalu Center and sharing with likeminded individuals from the meditation and yogic perspective.

And I know I want and need people who understand what I'm going through and I want to be there for them as well.